Angela

During the visualisation, as we were walking along the corridor, everything was bright and very sunny. The door was partly open, but the sunshine did not reach into it. As I walked into the room it became very black, so dark I could not see anything on the walls or the floor, but I knew things were there, I couldn't see them. I tried to walk around the room but as I walked around in the blackness the room became smaller and smaller as though it was going to squash me.

I ran out of the room as fast as I could and back up the corridor where the sun was still shining but I wasn't warm until I was outside in the sunshine, blue sky and blue sea, but beyond the black 'Cancer' room there was a blank. I don't know what my life would be like on the other side of the cancer experience, but I know what I have now and I am afraid I would lose it.